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Existential Crisis

  • Dec 28, 2020
  • 1 min read

Updated: Dec 29, 2020

Dear Blogary,


To be completely honest, I feel insanely overwhelmed. There are so many versions of myself I can picture pursuing, yet I am exceedingly unsure which path to follow down.


There are a few things I know I want for certain:

-a bachelor's degree

-a remote full time job

-to become financially independent in 2021

-a lifestyle that maximizes freedom AKA allows me a flexible, work from home, on my own schedule type of situation


Version #1:


-secure remote full time job

-go to community college

-get communications BA online

-work at chipotle once a week

-figure skate, dance, draw and write in free time


Version #2:


-secure remote full time job

-go to community college

-work at chipotle once a week

-apply to uc, go to a uc, get BA in gender studies or english

-figure skate, dance, draw and write in free time


Version #3:


-secure full time in person job

-go to community college

-get communications BA online

-work at chipotle once a week

-figure skate, dance, draw, and write in free time


Version #3:


-get English BA online (ASU)

-work part time (Chipotle)

-work part time (remote)

-figure skate, dance, draw, volunteer and write in free time


Version #4:


-get English BA online (ASU)

-work full time (Chipotle)

-figure skate, dance, draw, volunteer and write in free time


Version #5:


-get English BA online (ASU)

-work full time (remote)

-work once a week (chipotle)

-figure skate, dance, draw, volunteer and write in free time


..^^ i think she's the one :)








 
 
 

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