February 23 2021

Hey Blogary,

Lots has happened since I last wrote. I think I left off wishing you a happy new year and projecting, dreaming and wishing for a year of sanity, recovery, love and health.

In terms of my mental health, I am the most stable I have been in six months. This is a painful reality to acknowledge, because while I am internally much more stable and at peace, I am externally much less excitable, personable, and uppity.

In terms of my acne, the cause of it was my vitamins. Now, the way I respond to this newfound realization can manifest in two ways. Depending on which road I travel down, I will present to you my prospective courses of action.

Road Rediscovery houses a world of exploration. It encompasses the desire to find a new multivitamin that will allow to eat unhealthy, but that also will not break me out. This road requires more risk, encompasses more danger and more cliffs to possibly fall down. Though, it also encompasses conglomerates of possibility, and great views that are possible to be seen.

Contrarily, if I travel down Road Comfortability, I must begin to eat healthy, for I will no longer be gobbling up nutrients through a nutrient dense capsule. This is a scary road to travel down on account of its existence within insecurity. I will not have the comfort of knowing my body has been nourished with the necessary nutrients. By putting myself in charge of my nutrition instead of a multivitamin, I walk myself into the country of unknowing.

I'll finish you later, but for now, here you are~