June 15, 2026

Dear Diary,

A lot has a occured, is occuring, is evolving, changing, growing and expanding. I am so in deep, wholly and competlely in love with M. I feel this is the person I want to spend my life with, and I'm trying to bre as open with him as possible about this and I feel this is all I ever wanted. I haven't shared with him this exact acnkowledgement, but underpinning there may be an awareness.

Anyways, we went to the fair last month and it wsa the most magical day. We went on the gravatrona dn swings and ferris wehel and lawughed and were to gether and kissing and o in love.

I got an abortion. I survived the abortion and nobody in my life knows.

Outside of that, we talked last night . for whatever reason I started crying. I had been feeling distant only in the wya that I just wanted to spend a night with hi at home alone. am going tos tart keepin my partmnet clwean so we can spend mroe time here. my value systems are shifting and I feel myself defining an outline that frees me in ome capacity. Anyways, two things he said last night made me feel a lot more secure in our rlationshiop in that way that has given me a lot of peace because I feel exaty the same. He was talking about his former partners and I was asking him quesitons and he was essntially saying that the only serious relaitonships he was in was with d (hs) (2 yrs) and with Ii (2 years) (23- late 24 ). an he also said 'and obviously us.'

Outside of that, he said that what he lieks most about our relationship is that is really allows us to be free, and that it feels like there is this unspoken udnrestanding for how we both feel. Also something I feel deeply.

I am so in love with him. My angell, my ehart, part of me now.

I want to live with him someday. someday soon, i hope.

I am thinking about ow to bring this up to him, I am thinking of the right time.

I love him.

yours,

S