Would You Hire ME?

4:10 am

tuesday

may 7 2019

Can you believe I graduate in a month? It doesn't feel that real. That is so little time. I need to email my physics teacher to let me take that test.

My cat just scratched me, and how my arm is covered with actively bleeding vertical lines. Sometimes its fun to be scratched, because the pain subsides after the first moment, and the pour of crimson blood is a friendly reminder that your alive.

I have my AP Literature exam on tomorrow, and I really want to do well. But I haven't studied, though I think the fact that I read everyday will help me. Oh, how I love literature.

I'm kind of having a mid-life crisis because I don't know what I want to major in. I'm thinking of double majoring, but I'm not sure how that would work. I definitely want to major in English, but I know how limited that field is. My dream is simply to be a freelance writer. I will do all that I can to reach that.

Also, why is finding a job/internship/a way to make money so fracking difficult. I feel like I've applied to so many jobs, but have recieved no response. i'll call to follow up today.

I hope I make friends in college. I really miss having a community. I am going to be writing for the school paper, so I know that I will. I also want to join a club, but I'm not sure which one yet. I was thinking of starting a literary circle, but I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

I applied for an internship with the LA Times. I put all of myself into my application, so I really hope that I get it. I feel confident that I will. I'll let you know what happens :)

Well, my Grandma's still in the hospital, but it's time to write a blog post so I hope this finds you at a good time.

until next time

c i a o